ahhhh. what a weekend. all i can say is that what has plagued me these days has not come to a closure. it's a risk but i've got to test out certain "implementations" during the school weeks to see how i should come about them.
after all that atas bullshit, i'm gonna say that i hated this weekend. felt alone, isolated, disconnected, small, insignificant and not very special. i even sustained a bruised knee. apart from all these, it still ended BETTER. yes.
my brother noticed how sullen i was on friday and even more when i continued to mope around the house. he started to sing to an old german folk song and did a lil jingle. my other brother tried doing a dance move which was super funny la. laughed like siao after that and wasnt that emo... cried to jiang over the phone (surprising esp seeing how much tears i've already poured out of my eyes this whole 3 days) and though i had to rush off for dinner, it was a n(*tsk)aww-ish convo. earlier in the day when i was still full-swing emo, talked to randolph for abit on msn. bed of thorns eh.
SO WHATEVER. shitty weekend. URG. ^$&#**$@&$**
P.S. 80% of guys HATE IT when girls curse and swear. so NEW RESOLUTION FOR ME!!! STOP CURSING. STOP SWEARING.
