Thursday, November 30, 2006
right so yday was prom... with the make-up off and the hair back to normal, it's sad that, quoted by adeline, "a magical night is over already".... at first, with the lack of a dance floor it seemed a UBER letdown but once the clock struck 11, EVERYTHING WAS OKAY...... at first there was the usual girls one side and guys another side but with the help of some guys, we were able to mix and grow HIGH!!! everyone loved it...more appropreitly, all those ppl who have never gone clubbing before found an unnatural high last night... those who dont believe it, i've never gone clubbing before okay.,...anyway the new guy in my phone is none other than the FRICKKIN HOT MICHAEL VARTAN!!! for those who have no clue who he is(like koh suwen), here are some goodies for you to feast your eyes.... ENJOY! 
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Monday, November 27, 2006
gate crashed suwen and jasmine at PS. walked over to suntec to the starry factory and no for those who are weird, stars are not made there. so the drum set was hogged by experts.... pissed...didnt get to play the drums AT ALL... smug.... gave jazz and wen a terrible time cos they were tryin to cheer me up and i just gave a black face.... urg i'm so horrible.. my cranky-ness was provoked with the fact that i only had two pancakes at 11 and it was already 5... yea... and for those who know me intimately(sounds wrong).... wyntrice is not wyntrice when she's hungry.... so i put wen and jazz in shit the whole journey home... ahwell....
come to think bout it, i've not been goin out that much... and it has only been 2 weeks since Os ended... shit la. i need to go out!!! but i should be thankful.... poor jonah is still in hospital and cant do anything.... poor thing....moreover he's more of a party animal than me... hmmm ...but i STILL WANNA GO OUT MORE!!!! haha i need to shop and i donnoe.... just do stuff... hahahhaa THIS IS AN OUTCRY TO GO OUT!!!!
i wanna blog bout what a SHITTY HORRIBLY FUN TIME i had instead of wishing i had gone out.... xp
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
hello... wah kau realised how friccking scary sounded in the previous post. anyway hanging out now at oli's new SHAG PAD.... hhaa barker rooms are like super nice la... wonder when it'll be my turn to have my own place... haha cool la... okayokay... gonna go! =)
not your average chung cheng girl....
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in all the rush of finding prom stuff....i think i've forgotten to feel.
it takes me 4 disc of full house to make me realise that i'm acting a bit too unaffected by the closed chapter. is it really closed or am i just trying to shove it under the carpet? but why torture yourself by forcing the memories to be replayed when it just makes you more miserable? what happened to the speciality of fridays? that room, that table, that person. i was a fool to invest so much of my emotions and efforts into you. i'm listening to "you belong to me".... but what's the use when you were never destined to be mine? no matter how much i tried. but now there's nothing else i can say but
goodbye.
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
i'm officially closing the chapter of YOU. you gave me wrong signals, you lead me in the wrong direction and i guess the biggest mistake i made was to believe that you could be my compass. you were a HUGE mistake, a lousy lame fool. you dont walk a girl home TWICE and pester her to go out and when i finally agree you reject my offer and tell me that you are goin out with your crush. what's up with you? and i'm not saying that in a christina applegate funny way....it's an honest question. your contact name in my phone has finally been changed to your name. yes. you arent special to me anymore. AWWWWWW..... no one's gonna grief over it cos your not a bit worth it. your not even worth the dirt under my fingernails.
those specific ppl who are reading and are probably bitching bout it or critisising that i'm just bitter and that's why i talk so horribly of you.... well here's the dirt... I AM BITTER. i mean you put yourself in this situation. you like this guy but he keeps msg-ing you, walkin you home, asking you out and then he talks about this girl he likes. are you goin to continue being miserable by wanting to be by his side even though he'll just talk bout his crush or will you type a bloody bitter blog entry, recover, start up anew and find someone else who'll treasure you more? i leave the decision to you but i'm choosing the latter... and therefore i'm closing the chapter on you.... you lame asshole. i wasted too much of my time on you...
for all my ladies out there... this IS THE SONG....enjoy
PCD-i dont need a manI see you looking at me
Like I got somethings for you
And the way that you stare
Don't you dare
'Cause I'm not about to
Just give it all up to you
'Cause there are some things I won't do
And I'm not afraid to tell you
I don't ever want to leave you confused
The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm into you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Oh!
You know I got my own life
And I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringing
I want a love that's for real
And without that then no deal
And baby I don't need a hand
If it only wants to grab one thing
The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm feeling you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go
[Repeat 4X]
I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll get me through
'Cause I know I'm fine
I feel brand new
I don't need a
I don't need a man, I don't
I don't need a man
I'll make it through
'Cause I know I'm fine
Without you!
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man (I'm over you)
I don't need a man
(I'm without you)
(I'm over you)
I don't need a man
I don't need a man
I don't need a man
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