3-0 IN YOUR FACE!!!!! TRUE BLUE!!

the PERFECT ending to SUCH a NEUTRAL evening.... i FINALLY found myself talking about football to an equally enthu fren and my mum has to STRIDE in and demand for the use of the comp.... just so to look for her ideal MP3.... ya.... bloody 1 hour long... get YOUR OWN COMP LA.... wth... then still use my MP3 until like that... WTH....

*closed my eyes and flooded my mind with the 3 lifelines....* mood has calmed down tremendously* at least i'm not striking the keyboard like it was a gameboy...

dinner was at bedok then mummy wanted to look at some deals on MP3s at etronin.. there were 4 LCD screens; 3 of which was screening the CHELSEA VS MAN-U match while the other was screening wei si li... i was most definitly cross-eyed at that moment but decided on the match instead..... was 1-0 then went for dinner...got home and clicked the remote for ESPN-LIVE...(i'm grateful for cable) it was 2-0.... then saw the tyco 3rd one.... realised that chelsea is actually quite a club... wont repeat what i initially thought it was or i fear an uproar will occur... alrdy had 1st hand experience with an ardent fan...

Lampard(8)!!! J.COLE(10)!!!!DROGBA(15)!!!!PCech(1)!!!!Pidgeley!!!!!(40) not sure bout his no tho....

guess who!!! how chiselled thy jaw is
dont you just wanna rejoice with him as well??!!!

LONG SOCKS NEVER LOOKED SO HOT.... hmm he resembles a bit of Ben Affleck huh!!!!well in this pic....at least..

i am fully aware of the time and that it is now 2am and my WHOLE msn contact list is red apart from the lao ppl who i know(fyi, they are old as in uni n jobby-ed old) anyway, just forced myself to revise moles and i'm competely bloonked out(if there's such a word) i feel so shittied cos i tried doin the amath TYS(papers) but couldnt do almost the 1st 2 pages which was DUH! demoralising... urg.... my back is definitely strained and whenever i think about my english paper1, i just wanna cry.... how could i have been so risky and do what i wouldnt normally do?? AHHHH this is a bad bad omen... shittititiiti i'm staring at the chem and physics TYS and somehow they start to wave me goodbye... i hope i'm not hallucinating....why do i always have this problem of finding out that i have less than a week to start AND finish revising all that i have for my exam.... why am i such a screwed up mess.....why in this world....

start of mids with english and chinese paper 1 - dont ask

went to parkway to eat mos with suwen n jt... wenjie got lost on the way(i think purposely too when he realised the size of a mos burger).... ate and luckily realised a few points....wont elaborate...

walked suwen n jt to the bustop and went back to meet wenjie, syy, silong, DB n kokkok... was supposed to go with wj n syy to heliconia(almost wrote california) to study then it was quite late so they dropped me off (thank you for the tong pang!!) haha

went to BC (FINE! the 5.30 BC miss lok pei yee) and FINALLY changed my timing to the 7.30 one.... hha suwen was right.... all that crap bout playin hard to get is SIMPLE crap.... as long as it makes you happy huh.... yea.... i think i'll seriously miss caroline and nisa cos today we were crapping like hell and those 2 jokers SUPER funny man.... crazy...we laughed over small, miniscule objects like my arkk that cannot float... haa never laughed so much in BC.... phew...

went to eat after that with mummy and we went SHOPPING!!! haha bought some stuff... there's a pictorial below... the idea i TOTALLY compied from koh suwen... haha at least i'm open bout it... not like some ppl who just rip off the idea and put it in their blogs and pass it off as their own.... (how un-original)urg...

today didnt have triple combo... :( haha but at least got double la....keeeee

on the paper bag of my ....

body shop bag

FINALLY my very own concealer...

today was 2.4....blah blah...one VERY valuble lesson i learnt today:NEVER EVER play 2 hour long vball game just before 2.4.... it SUCKS once you start running... luckily i was not like some of the guys who played vball AND bball...

got my stuff at popular and i felt FREAKING maluated when the bookshop aunty told us that we couldnt use the voucher... but AHHH today was a gooodd day... heehee esp at the bookshop.... ANYWAY....

just realised how tranquil iron-ing can be...i was numb from my head to my neck after reading SO many articles on the sofa and somehow iron-ing took it ALL AWAY.... hmmm KOH SUWEN DONT LAUGH OKAY.... I CAN IRON....WELL..... was supposed to go esplanade library but reached home SUPER late.... and I MISSED MENG PING TU!!!!!!!! T.T.... AGAIN.... phffts

hope tml can go study with seow! and jt.... hmm MY FIRST ENCOUNTER WITH THE MONSTER OF MONSTER IN THE FAST FOOD WORLD.... dang tml cannot go 7.30 BC.... pray that i can register myself into the 7.30 fri night class yea??!!! wheee

suwen and i are goin through this phrase which TEENAGE mag sparked off.... mInG TiAn YaO jIa YoU orhzz!! KeeE AiZz dE XiAoxx LaO pOXz WoRxX!!!! Wakakakaxx!!

P.S. southpark ninja is cute.... even though i donnoe what it means... ha!

the johnny in trailer fab (another low-budget US reality show pepped with unecessary melodrama and deadlines that can NEVER be met...nothing new) is the MOST lovable character... i guess it;s the faghag in me which is talking but seriously, the sterotype homoe with the girly gestures n highish voice somehow steals the show.... i hope it aint insultin cos it was not intentionally meant...

did a mock emath paper at ongs and at first we were all SUPER studious(if there's such a word) then as the distracted students with an OBVIOUS lack of concentration... with the exclusion of ADELINE.... hhaa we started talking.... yes yes... i know it was ssupposed to be a mock exam but we learn through consultation.,... haha then R2D2s fren or as brian calls him(C-3PO) came in and the whole room was laughing cos he was like "AIRCON AIRCON" (with hands perpendicular to floor).... harresh and i started laming about C-3PO and linked ANYTHING to it..... among the many were electrolysis, robot dancing and wide eyes... yepps... you've guessed it .....we crapped.... harrdy harhar.... as i walked out with adeline, i tried kicking a ball at them and malu-ed myself in the end cos it was a FREAKKING weak ball... sigh... sat's another mock... another C-3PO? heeheehee... nono must humor dear xiaoxx sEoWLaOpOZ...HeExhEeX....WakAKaxXx...... hee.... i had to take like 5 min to figure out and type out just that line.....phewws

okay so blogger is STILL like this for some weird reason.... urg... today was LOOONNNGGG like every LOONNGGGG monday will be la..... but seriously i think i'm allergic to lim-leong cos seriously once her lessons start i just get seriously pissed off and somehow, mayb i'm being paranoid, but whatever she says to me sounds SERIOUSLY LATHERED with sarcasm... but whatever...just wanna listen to my WARMER tutors...

--listening to IF I WERE YOU by TAMIA--

today turned to dear dear zen of mine to block out all the voices in my head.... all the unwanted noise.... dear dear zen blocked them out for me.... tho i prolly blew my ear drums but i mean like too bad... i had to...

tryin to hope that i didnt write anything remotely near the notion of hurting myself cos like anyone been reading the newspapers? the ex-RGS girl suffering from tongue-cancer? well my mum and i went to check out her blog... (i'm NOT sadistic) then there were previous entries when she still had not contracted the illness... somehow it went like "if i see another benzene molecule, i'm gonna gas myself with benzene and die from cancer." yea.. that's what she said... freaky huh... so WHATEVER YOU DO, NO MATTER HOW FRUSTRATED YOU ARE.... REMEMBER.....WISHES DO COME TRUE.... be VERY VERY VERY careful what you wish for....

--listening to DROWNING by BSB--

stop laughing la... fine... that song is like ALMOST considered retro but seriously listening to it will just make you smile.... it's like an instant cure n will just make you SMILE... (those wide ones btw) haha yea...

xzibit is guuddd hha he can host AND sing... well rap but like at least i can comprehend what he's rapping ABOUT... whao.... ^o^ hah yea... was amusing myself just now with the teenage mag.... that section will seriously land you in stiches...

hmmm this entry is VERY VERY sketchy huh!! hhaa almost like eddie izzard's boxer n little french girls thm...hee heex... haha

just blew 5 bucks for the acs band.... trust me to be such a horibbly good fren/patron of harresh!!! hmmm it's a sort of concession he gets for the red card... haha!!

oh man yday(friday) was a SUPER crazy day!!! hah pei will know why and all i can say is that i LOVE that lift.... but somehow i'm trying to analyse what he said but like then again i'm tryin to tell myself not to look too much into it.... urg!!! why ONLY FRIDAY!!!!!!! then miss karen still go say me :( but i'm SMILING FOR NOW!!!! haha xD

hello stranger.....


yes.... i've got a new member added to my list of acquaintences.... yes.... went to the community centre and was HOPING SO HARD that there would be ppl inside the reading room..... you'll not know how freaky it is when you're alone in it. so FORTUNATELY, there was this guy in his twenties and this uncle ..... planted myself and not long after the uncle left, while i was tryin to do the esters, the lights just WENT OFF.... damn i was FREAKING grateful that i was not alone... i would've seriously SCREAMED.... hmmm yea so that's when the conversation started.... he's a seriously horribly nice guy..... i guess it's the maturity level cos he was like "i'll go and check on it , u're okay rite?" whao.... giirls, there's a nice guy right there..... after that the "MANAGER" came....for a while everything seemed okay then for a good 15 min, the ights kept on goin on and off.... was seriously irritating....we kept complaining and he went "man i think if you knew this was goin to happen, you would've stayed home huh?" haa well out of my mouth came "YA! at least i keep the electrical box running" when inside i was like. "hmmm well i don't mind, it's just light" haha but the whole duration i was there was pepped with raqther intellectual conv.... ppl MIX WITH MATURED PPL MORE OFTEN , IT'LL DO YOU GOOD... haha but it felt like talking to kor's frens so not that bad or me. :)

but i'm incorrigibly embarrassed cos throughout the whole time i was there, i kept on sniffing and closer to last hour i was there, i was snivelling... hha yea..... time i went home, we bade a mutual frenly goodbye..... this incident just makes me smile.... i mean there's no passion involved but like just 2 strangers who might've NEVER met are brought together by light.... like our 2 lives has crossed each other's path.... whao....

another thing that made we feel "sigh" so sweet.... saw the pictures in jolin's wallet..... and THEIR SO CUTE.... dang..... they are seriously very very cute together.,.... and therefore ppl like me *ALL BY MYSELF theme song" are so envious.....dang.... ahwell

P.S. STRANGER'S voice was SUPER low.... very very nicceeeee.... XD

stopped by my regular stations [blogs i mean] yea but was seriously suprised by one specific ******* ... i expected the lovey dovy music and the blog to be reaked of childish naive thinking and emotions, instead i was greeted with hell's window....

the WHOLE template was plain. black and grey. it spells only one word... well mayb 2 "HEARTACHE!!!!!" or "TEENAGE ANGST" .... yuups anyway dropped a piece of advice.... hope he's gonna be alright...i mean for someone to actually go for counselling WELL!!

and surprise surprise!! dear mr JG have started to be frenly..ah well... he has/had his own troubles... but yay!! we're gonna catch up soon!!yippee!! hmm but poor thing, he looks so shagged now... he actually looked pretty dead in his dp... poor thing ...but whao...it's been 2 years alrdy.... man... how time does fly... but yea....really looking forward to meeting up :)

yay!!! i've spread RUSSEL PETERS!!! just passed suwen it...she's so gonna laugh her ass off....

just realised how hard work, when repayed, feels OH SO GOOD!!! haha i think there's this 3 groups of students...no 4...

first) those who dont need any motivation to study since they will study ANYWAY
second) those who will work towards a planned goal eg(for good grades)
third) those who will say they'll work towards a planned goal but in the end they need a MUCH closer goal to keep them motivated
forth) those who wont bother to study AT ALL....

i'm under the third catagory.. i managed to do AND complete stuff which i would never have had in an entire weekend..... JUST BECOS suwen n jt would be coming to watch a movie at my place....

yea met suwen at video easy to choose the movie then jt came and we picked the face... or face..i donnoe, somehow horror flicks ALWAYS have a THE at the beginng of the title.... like the face, the soul, the thing... haha and i still saw man-thing at the store.,... hah i still cant get over it....i was a walking directory cos i was like stating all the places of entertainment... we ended up with canadian pizza....damn funny when we were upstairs, we were somehow always having something to block our view... once i even had a pizze slice...haha DEAR suwen burbed in my face la.... WTH haha it was freakier than the show la... haha yea... in the end was quite fun but suwen had to rush home.... but we're planning that after my chinese Os, there's gonna be a SHOW-DOWN.... haha suwen's coming over for sleep-over!!!! haha yay!!! then we'll be like horror-ing n biatching like nobody's business!!! haha SO GONNA WORK FOR MY CHINESE Os!!!! yay!!!!

windstruck left me puffy-eyed at 2am in the morning... and i thought it was a nice romantic COMEDY... bloody hell... haha

there's only ONE traffic light at siglap centre.. haha

i know what i'll blog today will be a bane to most. many will most probably hate me for blogging this.... pls bear... haa








i just think this is totally rocker-cum-romantic kind.... so wonderful...enjoy....:)
P.S. GREEN IS INN!!!!

Desperate for changing
Starving For truth
Closer than where i started
And chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all i've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all i'm lacking
Completely and complete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me

'cuz nothing else evolves
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

-Do Without- Blanket -

right..so i'm now using kor's PowerBook G4.... and somehow the "decorative" selections dont seem to be appearing.... ah well... there's something very addictive of APPLE's keyboard cos seriously, typing never seemed so comfortable.... okay i KNOW i've not been blogging so NAH!! all u grummbling ppl... haaa

emotions i've been feeling this WHOLE week.(supposed to be underlined)

silence....so much silence...what is HAPPENING?!! that's the gist yea?

TODAY
PE TOTALLY ROCKED !! the jumping thing that Pei n Jas couldn't do was FUN!! haha just cool la... then we did suicides and i could run la!!! but i wished the guys wouldnt have been so UNBELIEVABLE when i was tied with kah hui.. they were like "har?!! wyntrice ah!!" i was seriously -_-"...... then CME was a BLAST!!! cos clever xin lao shi realised that Pride n Prejudice is a HORRIBLY WONDERFUL MOVIE!! so most of us GIRLS were watching... the remainding guys who were watching were only watching for Kiera Knightly la.... haha but seriously WONDERFUL. somehow durin emath i couldnt do ANY of the questions so my mood PLUMMATED... went into the tcher's toilet with suwen and SO MUCH drama happened in there but it was effective cos in the end, when i walked out i was calmed down...

went to LIDO to watch fragile but due to the HORRIBLLY SENSELESS LAW that even if you are 16 THIS year you still CANNOT watch NC-16 movies... i mean like wth.... the full detail should be in suwen's blog but one snippet "if i turn 16 tml, does it mean that i'll just SUDDENLY become intelligent n matured enough to watch NC shows just overnight?"

went to cathy instead and somehow jt decided to watch a french show about mafias and dregs of society. 13th district. i still thought it was some horror flick til i entered the cinema.....was rather skeptical bout watching a mafia movie...least of all a french one(cos its foreign). yea but in the end it's SUPERBERISH.... haha seriously the damien and the loite were so SO BBQ-ing HOT!!! man.... that loite had like 8 PACS!!!! hhaa but the action was ALL worth it....the action just BLOWS YOU AWAY and when you walk out of the cinema, all that sticks to you is the breath-taking action sequences...
AND GUNS!!

left cathy n went to heeren to get jt's FABULOUSLY GAY DIAMOND STUDS... haha i finaaly got to buy the other pair of my "chrome-y" 4-mm ear studs.. YAY!! headed to coffee bean and i FINAALY found my esprit bottle, will try out the gift -like thing with it.... suwen was acting seriously gross...wait not acting but BEING herslf... haha yea..she was like licking the straw ACTING seductively but seriiously....i HOPE SHE WILL NEVER EVER DO THAT IF SHE'S ON A DATE.... hha i ALREADY ADVISED HER... haa jasmine n jt were chatting bout some coins thing but i was too busy tryin to "squeeze" the whip cream out... :) there was a MODELLING show!!! SO wanted to stay and watch but i had bc....yea....then jt was like so hopeful bout the modelling things la and suwen kept on calling him a perv....

got to bc on time and ahem was there....haha yea so was MART.... haha was rather boring but miss karen read out my paragraph!!! ahhh so malu!! moreover it was so bad for my "opportunity" >< dang....

now i'm at home and actually tried hitting 100 squats but only managed 70...hhaa but in bc, my 2 legs were feeling super suan.... esp the calves,,,now it's the thighs too!!! haha i'm morbib....and shagged.....and stoned.... haha yea..... tml suwen, pei n jas are coming to my house to do lit proj!!! haha well "lit proj"....

win a date with tad hamilton ANYONE??

yea...guessed it yet? watched it in full FINALLY... haha and it's WONDERFUL ... everything i imagined it to be... xD it's so typically cliched yet just ultimately wonderful! didnt really think of the supposedly "greener"pasture... :)

wont push it!! haha yepps that's EXACTLY what i'm doing and tho it stings a bit.... i cant do much cept for SMILE N WAVE... (or go awwww over WADWTH) heee

and i'm holding it in...for the sake of a frenship and for the sake of self-presevation....

hello!!! ^_^ haha in quite a good mood now (yes! i know compared to yday rite) yea... cos tonight's dinner was NICE NICE NICE!! haha will blog more bout that latar...

physics tuition was helpful yet seriously-stonnerish at times... hoe was explaining something on the board and somehow i was thinking of abs... haha no one in particular but yea... then snapped out of it and tried to cont'd conc.. keee xD

called suwen after that n i think i pissed her off with my hua chi-ness... so therefore will TRY MY HARDEST not to be so hua chi... but there's nothing i can do anymore now can i? PPL, try to refrain from thinking bout your crush la..difficult RIGHT....

TODAY'S AUNTY SUSIE'S B-DAE!!! haha APRIL FOOL'S HUH!! haha imagine durin childbirth the doc decides to play an April Fool's day prank on the delivering mum...
horrid. anyway, weng gor planted a very unexpected but pleasant surprise on me.. ^_^
wont tell you guys haha but it SURE made my day... something bout 8 pacs haha

the restaurant we went to was very pariss-like.... but seriously la, the whole old-european do with the plumped up white leather cushion chairs n the cheap chandeliers are really gettin to me... it's SUPER beng n poser-like *shudders*. but the fun thing bout it is that they provide WONDERFUL cocktails.. 1st they had mini champane cups which they filled with green green peppermint-cum-alcoholic thing.... 2nd they filled testubes full of conc juice... it ROCKED.... seemed daring yet safe...get it? ah well.... now i know how to serve me guests huh!!! PEI!JAS!SU! HURRY COME FOR LIT PROJ!!! haha

as we were leaving, i saw a couple sitting at the water feature n just talking... btw, the WF was decorated with giant coloured balls (if you've watched lang man shou ji MV then just imagine the fireworks but in solid colours) so it sorta felt sore but moreof the arg!!! so sweet for them but not for me kindda sore... ahha yea.... romantic huh...

i'm becoming skeptical bout the HK trip.. i mean like i'm REALLY scyed bout goin but after the conv, somehow if pei doesnt go, i think it wont be as fun... hmm n i cant take the advice from a particular person cos i think that his/her judgement is bias.... craps.. ahwell...let's see the outsome of tml...

i shall not care anymore.. :) i've been reassured :)