after listening for 3 min thinking it was some inspirational kind of airy singing, i realised that it was a huang yi da song with the equilizer gone wrong.... never approach a wyntrice esp when she has just had a taiwan drama overload and it's past 12 midnight. yes, thanks to WONG EE TING, i've been pia-ing(once again) some taiwan idol drama called ying ye 3+1. SUPER GAO XIAO.
quote from meerkat "i'd probably be doing PW today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and yes even the day after that." it's true.... PW CONSUMES PEOPLE. but it's fun when you've got a dugong, meerkat and koala trying to entertain themselves and the owl kaypoh kaypoh come join. after painting and re-painting and ADDING more stuff to our dear little bus, we went nuts and tried to walk like guys. lemme just say that dugongs have tails instead of legs for a reason. and dugong was so fascinated by my sec1+2 "phrase of insecurities" as i like to put it. XD
raah tml's gonna be super rushed la. and after that i've got to go for some halloween dinner with my parents... BORING!!! it's so un-halloween that i've given up trying to think of a costume. urg... what's halloween if you're not with frens who would dress-up and just go crazy with you???? had to cancel a dinner summore. oh wells.
running with fad tml... of all ppl call me....urgggg haha but i'm so gonna grill her about her banglah.
survivor PW!!!!coming to a cinema near you winter 2007.
this post will display really atrocious numerical display of memory. if you didnt get that, it meant RANDOM.
borrowed MULAN from videzy and i have to say that disney's attempt at branching out to The Orient was much better then than it has now. and yes i mean the horrible flop movie called "the magical gourd". i mean for mulan, it was a moving story about a brave woman in China's history who for the love of her father, decided to risk her life and cross-dress to fight the war against the huns. it was also funny with the whole ancestors thing and funny-man eddie murphy doing the voice of a mushu, the lizard sized dragon. in 2007, where technology is supposedly the best thing that ever happened to present-day animation, you've got shitty animation with an equally horrible story plot that surrounds a boy without any friends that has to resort to following a walking, talking self-righteous gourd. i fear for the future of disney's cartoons.
in the past with Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Snow White, Aladdin, Pocahontas, etc etc, disney was the epitome of wonderful stories and it grew so popular that they even built theme parks. i donnoe. i guess the cycle of any corporation is like the dynasties of China, or like the old saying goes "what goes up must come down". i just hope disney will attain its former glory again.
went with my parents to changi village for dinner. apparently, there's a stonegrill express there. it is almost the same concept but minus the ambience of the original Katong stonegrill, as well as the finely cut meat, the wonderful side veggies and the lack of oil splurting all over you and causing your hand to jerk away from the plate every 5 seconds, you've got yourself STONEGRILL. all in all, i'd rather you pay a few dollars more for a more worth it meal at the Katong Stonegrill.
we headed to the beach after that and we found a spot where arriving planes would fly overhead as it's about to land in SG. super awesome place to go. the planes were LITERALLY flying just above our heads. ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL. the more picture-worthy moment would be when the plane is flying towards you but it's still to far to hear the engines. so all you see is a bright orb that is silently flying above the water and the two "headlights" cuts the surface of the water on either side of the plane making sure that a beam of darkness is exactly in the middle. AWESOME.
i donnoe whether i should continue being angry at her. i feel that it's immatured but i just want her to know that i'm missing her as a friend and that she has to know i'm angry at her. i guess it's really difficult to accpet taking the back seat once someelse comes into the picture. sighs. p3 all over again.
i told you this post was a really atrocious numerical display of memory
problem is, i doubt you know that i'm actually pissed off at you. even if you ask me about it, i wont tell you because i think you ought to know why. but since we're both non-confrontational, i honestly don't know how it's gonna end up. and that's what i'm worried about.
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Thursday, October 25, 2007
PW, believe it or not, has actually been very informative and has taught me many things, of which, most of it HAS NO DIRECT LINKAGE to PW. i shall now confess that the only PW-related skill i've learnt is how to make pie chats. period. apart from that, it really gives you some offhand experience on working with different people and learning how to deal with people when they become difficult or are just sometimes pain in the asses. PW also brings you on a journey of self-discovery and it you are not too blinded by the tons of papers of PIs, GIs, GPPs and WRs, you might just get to learn something more about your friends as well as reflecting your own actions and thoughts. therefore, PW isn't all that useless as i thought it was. i guess as long as you can see through the sheets of paper and realise a deeper meaning behind PW, it definitely makes the whole PW thing less tiring and hectic. there, beautiful bullshit can be trained by PW too. the exact criteria for OP.
after that whole ishiguro-styled paragraph, i'll revert back to casual.
mel, dugong and i went to simei after school to finish up OP....well that's what we had hoped to do. so we went to LJS first to eat and all. we kindda had a small conversation that really put me at ease because a problem that has been continuously buggin me finally lifted off my chest and i guess, it's just an innate human characteristic to not want to feel lonely in anything. and i also realised something. when people ask for your opinion, for most of them they have already formed a stand that their gonna take and no matter what you DO say, they will not take into consideration. either that or they will argue back why they think otherwise. i mean i cant stand this though i do admitt i am sometimes guilty of doing this but i guess what "courtney" in the sweetest thing said
"Fifty percent of what people say when they are joking is true, which means, you do wanna go to this wedding but you are too afraid to admit it. So, by making some sort of joke about it, you get to say what you really want without being vulnerable. "
okay, i guess the wedding part did not fit in so you should kindda guess what it means.
oli told me to let go but i honestly wish i wouldnt have to. sad to say i kindda predicted it with the season2 of "the hills". yea, but "when she loved me" is a seriously super nice song and it really reflected how relationships can become be it family relations, lovers or frienship. mel dugong and i kept playing it on repeat.... well it was just me repeating it...heh.. but we got into some intellectual discussion about the various themes of the song. coool.
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
even though promos has ended, there's still PW that is so foul, it'll make a nun curse. yes i have been going crazy dealing with PW. i have to admitt that i'm not the one doing the most at PW in my group but i'm almost living and breathing it these few days. and my days are so caught up with PW that these few days, i've only been hanging out with 4 other people - my other group members. occasionally some radom people from my class and DEAR DEAR JESSIE who i pig out at ice cream chef with. pls let her get promoted *prays*.
my parents have found another thing to nag at me about: the fact that ice cream chef is my new haunt. their excuse? the amt of calories i'm packing in is gonna kill me. hmmm then did i recall that they were the ones who FORCED me to quit canoeing? the only sport i joined as a CCA and probably the only thing that i truely took seriously. hmmm. so they disapprove of me joining a sport that ensures my fitness and health AND as well as a place i hang out with my friends because it's detrimental to my health. screwed up. but i know that somehow they care for me. i dont hate my parents. i'm just angry at them right now.
what i hate, is the fact that i've come to realise that i've either become or have always been a doormat to others. i seem to be always accomodating my DARLING friends and no, not just those i just made this year. i'm always the one to give in because i dont wanna seem too ba dao and i dont wanna impose on others to accept my point of view. sometimes when plans get screwed up, i dont openly confront the person because i'd take into consideration the frenship and how not worth it it is to pursue the matter. for PW, they'd rather go with what they think and even though i tell them the rational, they still wanna follow with what they want to do. and even though i give in, i'm left angry at myself but i know i'll never bring myself to argue back.
utter and complete bullshit is how to describe my life.
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Thursday, October 11, 2007
man there's gonna be LOTS of things planned i feel...lots of things on my holiday agenda huh!
1)help oli mark 2)chinese As and JLPT lvl3 3)MASS DANCEWHOOPY!!! (song choice, dance moves n FILM) 4)furniture in the SCR?? 5)facebook(maybe) 6)OPEN HOUSE 7)PROM 2007!!! 8)OGL camp 9)ORIENTATION 1 10)above all... MAMBOTHENIGHTSAWAY!!!
ahhh my world is colourfulnow
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Tuesday, October 09, 2007
SECOND LAST PAPER DOWN!!!!
and i spent today with jessie at none other than my recent favorite hangout place - Ice Cream Chefs!!! yes unfortunately we didnt take note of the time that it opened and reached there an hour early.... and how did we spend that one hour?? we sat down (on our math notes) in the back alley and just talked bout crap... heh.
true enough, we were the first customers and had to wait another half an hour for the cold plate to freeze up....and we signed up for the part-time job thing.. hahah *HOPE WE GET IT!!!!*
so we stayed there for almost 2 hours... and what did we do??? T-A-L-K. yes. talked bout lots of stuff and i kindda opened up to her bout the on-going coalition...if you know what i mean. and i think she's the 1st person in school that i actually told the WHOLE story to..hmmm JESSIE CHOO YOU BETTER BE HONORED!!! haha and you may ask how i've got this whole bulk of narcissism? just spend 3 odd hours with jessie and you'll know!! haha.... jessie...you know i still take you serious too right?? *pouts* haha
yes... so we talked from canoeing to shitty people that cant stand the school and blames everyone BUT themselves for the predicament they're in to friends and cameras and plans and haiyo... how much do you think we can talk in 2 hours??? EXACTLY. i think the day we can't find anything to talk about will be a very sad day. and a very scary one at that.
yay... tml starbucks siglap willBE INVADED!!! with intellectualTPJC students (of course) going there to have an intellectual discussion on the Handmaid's Tale. a very important literature text. and yes i shall finally dedicate this paragraph to cindy, fad, san, naf, haziq and pav for carrying out this INTELLECTUAL discussion..... however i hope it will not be all about haziq's "love life" if you know what i mean. XD
__we don't breed elitism__
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Friday, October 05, 2007
my own imagination is failing me. it used to be my way of escape when reality hit hard and life got tough. but now, even trying to escape is so difficult. i realised i've become jaded and cynical and increasingly dissatisfied with my life. too many "if onlys" and "what ifs" have crossed my mind. i find that i've made so many wrong choices and once again find myself asking "what could've been". wo zhe me cai ke yi zhao dao yi qian de wo. or would covering up the complaints and self-reflection actually help to overcome this weird phase? life should be like what charlotte bronte discribes it to be. LIFE, believe, is not a dream So dark as sages say; Oft a little morning rain Foretells a pleasant day. Sometimes there are clouds of gloom, But these are transient all; If the shower will make the roses bloom, O why lament its fall ?
Rapidly, merrily, Life's sunny hours flit by, Gratefully, cheerily, Enjoy them as they fly !
What though Death at times steps in And calls our Best away ? What though sorrow seems to win, O'er hope, a heavy sway ? Yet hope again elastic springs, Unconquered, though she fell; Still buoyant are her golden wings, Still strong to bear us well. Manfully, fearlessly, The day of trial bear, For gloriously, victoriously, Can courage quell despair!
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
with my 2nd promo paper down, i've surfacedout of the pile of papers, books and torn-out hair into the wonderful internet world to occasionally(well more of routinely) to watch my only source of salvation - huan huan ai. i know it's hard to believe but when you're like me, without that special someone to wei ni da qi, there's only taiwan ou xiang jus to turn to.... anywhoo... i've just found another fellow huan huan ai supporter.....(drum roll please!!)...JASMINE WONG!!! hahaa yes yes we've been pia-ing (not revision unfortunately) but our dear huan huan ai. raah.. haha both of us pia until ep8 also... haha i might sound kindda psychotic now, but honestly, it does feel good that you're not alone doing the obviously wrong but terribly addictive thing esp at such a time.
i just remembered one phrase which really reflects how i feel about a current on-going issue. - "when the baby comes in, the dog goes out". what she said really came true in the end huh. i'm not gonna be the hindrance then.
what i go online everyday to spend 2 hours, risking my chances and wasting my revision time. but 只有你能让我那么花痴!!!!
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Me identifying myself
Hello world =D
Name is Wyntrice
Am Seventeen and counting
Still using blogger and not lj
Studies in Tampines Junior College
Studied in Chung Cheng High (Main) ABSOLUTELY LOVES
my family
WPJS
"circle of trust" AND ESPECIALLY
My Computer and My TV
simple wants and wishes
He Jun Xiang For the lucky8 ball result to COME TRUE it's a bloody lie la
幸福 =)
Shiawase
what i go online everyday to spend 2 hours, risking my chances and wasting my revision time. but 只有你能让我那么花痴!!!!
