Thursday, January 24, 2008
NEVER IRON YOUR UNIFORM WHEN YOU'RE IN A GROGGY STATE esp when it's 2am in the morning. you'll never know where the iron may land.
my braces were a bitch to me today. damn painful la which didnt help my mood. at least Mel, cx and i went to the extension to
lust hua chi over our different eye candy. intouchables.
had a depressing talk with none other than myself. realised that you'd have to be small sized, thin, cute, pretty, small feet, thin fingers, toned legs, flat stomach, long hair, totally and utterly devoted
et cetera, et cetera. i might not be 24/7 concious about it but i'm sure i am this way for a reason. AND SHOULD BE PROUD OF IT! whoohoo!
i LOVE the idea of oxymorons.
*note that it doesnt consist of any morons in actual fact.
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just too many things happened today.
breakups, new infactuations, old feelings and a loss. ALL IN ONE DAY.
you came so close, it was as if nothing between us had happened and everything got rewound back to that sunday. i saw your genuinely concerned face. i wanted to reach out and hug you. to bury my face and cry in your arms. but no. it wasnt that sunday. or that monday. or that tuesday. or that wednesday and definitely not that thursday. i avert just in time before reality reminds me that it isnt April anymore. the two silhouettes arent yours and mine.
the sterile corridors. the whizz of the machinery. it's like brave new world without the conditioning. we are affected by loss. seeing you motionless on the bed. your father to one side pouring his heart out. it really was too much. we cry because we know we're gonna miss you and that this is just all too sudden. life's never fair but in your case, it was a crime. it was a crime for this to happen to your family and to you. you will always be in our prayers. i really cant think of anything to say that wont sound cliched.
to the rest trying to cope with the harsh realities, it's better now for him than suffering from all the pain. all we can do is to pray for his family and for his soul. god take him to shelter.
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i simply love lee kong chian reference library. has the most number of china books there are. met fad and tingting there just to check it out. at bugis, tingting and i were like "OH NO!!!" at all the food we saw... >.< then on the way played who-you-wouldnt-wanna-meet. damn funny la.
how do you choose 1 from the 20 different flavours when you cant even decide 1 out of 6??!! ohs nos!!
rushed to holland v for weng gor's ROM. super nice la. merilyn was super pretty la!! loved her dress...and weng gor just looked out of his comfort zone without his bermudas, polo shirt and sandals. XD then he went around kissing all the guys(on the CHEEK) then made anna and i kiss him for the camera. super funny la.
yay!!! got my very first skinnies!! and YES THANKS TO ANNA FOR BEING THE INSPIRATION (she made me say it) hahaaha. but it's like i've finally got it! UNFORTUNATELY, i can only wear it during CNY. rats. honestly, CNY is like x.mas la. must wait then can wear the specially bought CNY clothes. boohoo.
tired and super thankful that gissy has done the FnN proposal.
MUGGING TOMORROW!!! (weird that i sound so happy)
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another weekend is over and RATS. shouldn't have taken that many breaks in between.
yay my mummy has increased my pocket money!! $1o richer yo!!!! woots! XDDDD
see how much $10 can make me feel so much happier?
rememburary is a dumb word. seriously, hot lingo?!
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what do you get when you combine rock music, fighting, hot guys and magic powers? you get a fricking cool action sequence from the covenant. super nice show. just that you'd wish they'd not use so much cgi.
today wouldnt have turned out so bad if it werent for some people who just pissed me off. do you always have to diss me when we all meet? honestly. you might not be aware but ya you say things that hurt. if it were just random simple teasing i wouldnt mind. but its especially in company that you just act so wth la. forget it, by wed i would've been too caught up in school to actually rmb.
wasnt any better when i got home. people just seem to have to have a need to piss me off today. bloody hell.
so much for doing a good deed today.
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
ORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATION
ORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATION
ORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATION
ORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATIONORIENTATION
that's all the things that've been occupying my mind. honestly. it's like a drug. nothing else happens in my mind cept orientation. dry games wet games icebreakers choir auditions mass dance amazing race og night ogl camp friendship week valentines day flowers songs gifts then CMC. i'm about to go crazy.
can't wait for monday when zizie and i work on the mass dance. seriously, it's only a few more weeks away. not to mention that we've gotta teach the WHOLE council before OGL camp which is just too soon. oh so help me.
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Wednesday, January 09, 2008
classes were sucky (as usual) esp since today was 6 straight periods of unsmileys.
thanks to nia who actually showed SOMEONE cared about me, thanks to sayang who tagged bout spirals, thanks to jianster, nicster and malay for lepak-ing while decorating the council board and thanks to jasmine who gave that "awwwwww" statement as well. XDDD what would life be w/o you guys.
met wen today for our FIRST gp tuition. went to subway to eat lunch and mug. no thanks to subway for crappy disformed bread. GP was super fun la. actually annotated while the tcher was talking, laughed at the cheehong and rather AA rj guy, liked the super friendly sr girl, was simply wowed by the super gp tutor and had fun merepeking with wen as if we were in cchm again.
after gp, went to get our mochi and continued biatching bout the xjc girl as well as the crazy cat woman ah lian. XDD
P.S. your from a top school and the wittiest thing you can say is "fish"?! so overrated.
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i just found out something that i don't know whether i wanted to know or not. from here, everything else is uncertain. however, i know that right now, i want to go on the spinning thing and see the world fly past me. and not come down no matter who says what.
kimi dake wowatashi dake wo
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
omg, the only thing that i can say bout my official first day of school is that i'm just glad it's the weekend.
last night was F.U.N. went home to meet wen first then headed back to tampines to meet "circle of trust". i tell you, those ppl in royal sporting house must've been super pissed with us la. sheeting mistook seanie for me and did something VERY off. then laughed sooo hard she toppled all the nike bottles. HILAROUS! then seanie spent the whole night telling sheeting to stop harassing him and to not molest him again while sheeting spent the whole night clutching onto my arm and defending herself that she never would want to do such a thing. the spinning thing in the roof terrace was a mistake. getting on the SECOND time was an even BIGGER MISTAKE. after almost an hour after the spinning fiasco, i got into my mum's car and throughout the journey from tampines to siglap, i honestly felt like throwing up.
the spinning thing is seriously very unromantic. imagine you're on the spinning thing with your boyfriend. the whole world spins around you and all you see is his face. then when everything stops, you puke. HOW ROMANTIC.
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Thursday, January 03, 2008
O1 is over and it's time to get back to studies. rah. omg, OG21 was SUPER nice la!!! they're soooooo sweet!! they were all very enthu during the telematches and they cheered and they even cheered for me AT THE END!!!! whao!! super fun! and ya for a pretty boring orientation, they took it very well. :)
now back to thinking of my cse IS topic as well as my NEW gp essay. back to being a junior college student.
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