went to tm with suwen today.... reached there at 9 and like everything and i mean EVERYTHING was closed. we went to eat macs and she thought me a new way of eating hashes. juz dolope e butter on it and spread it until some of it melts.... she said that jenna tohjt her.... very for ppl their size, of course they can afford!! but too bad for me.... so sad...

anyway went to archad and did lots of crazy stuff like DDR, Para2, e drum thing. it was fun... i very lao kui coz a lot of dance moves couldn't do. started with e 2 step dance then gradually could catch up but still lost to her.... su wen is the queen of the butterfly dance cos i think she like memorised the moves or something. i think i looked like a distorted image of the "dacing quees" more like "ugly queen" man hahaa. so funny. but i did get to do some difficult dances too and am proud of myself...

in the end we were too engrossed in the games that we lost track of time and didn't get to go to comic connection or to take neo prints.... so sad but neva mind. there are always other times. we came up with a comclusion that all our breakfast was lost to the DDRs And Drums.. haha not bad

today had 3 tuitions so i think i deserved the morning fun!! haha startin to find Speech n Drama A bore. i think it's bcos there are no stupid guys in the claz to make a fool lof themselves. and jia ying agrees with me. i'm not a flirt but if you are not cynical, you would understand! haha

found out that the previous event was a mis-understandin.

MORTIFIED FOR ACUSATION CAUSED

well i'm back and if you're wondering whether HE went for that outing, well HE didn't but i still had a good time WITHOUT his presence.

really pissed today. found out that i wasn't invited to this lunch with some eds ppl. well i've been reminded of the feeling of being left out and YES IT HURTS AND YES IT SUCKS! but i donnoe la. thought that it would only happen in e GG and the PC but no it HAS TO BE IN THE ONLY CCA THAT I FOUND BLODDY FRICKINNNNNNNNNNNNNN "HOMELY" shit la! feel so BLODDY FRICKING miserable. the only thing to say is that BLOODY FRICKING SHIT HAPPENS but in my BLOODY FRICKING case, it happens to me so many BLOODY FRICKING times. n frm the language, you can tell that i'm BLOODY FRICKIN FRUSTRATED. this makes me wonder how long it has been that these ppl have felt this way bout me??? huh>? PISS THE BLOODY FRICK OUT OF THIS BLOODY FRICKIN ISSUE n ppl. REALY! IT WAS THE PERFECT CHERRY TO END OF THESE 2 DAYS. yes n i'm talking bout that incident at tuition.

to those 2 IMMATURED BOYS, FRICK OFF!! realy the world is a much better place w/o you ppl. IF I COULD MAKE YOU SUFFER, I WOULD TAKE ALL OPPORTUNITIES!!!

today was audition day and i don think i'll get to be GODG cos the durin e aud e director was like i can't hear u i really can't hear you! and i was already like tryin. when i went out cecilia was like i caould hear you wad. but i don know la. anyway, heard alot bout a specific person (x+2), and didn't know **** was so influential in her clas. not really buggered bout it.

durin today's aud, we were back in our group(e previous entry one) but this time i realised that i was not that head over heels for HIM. donoe why, maybe i'm fed up? or maybe it's my today's mood which makes me feel nth for HIM?? i don know. but the latter should be the answer. or maybe i've realised the BITTER TRUTH bout the UGLY side of love [read ba wang ai ren bk7 already] but very sad cos suwen says that hei long's gonna die in the end... somewhat scared-cum-sad but at the same time i'm excited to see the part when he DIES!!!! hahaahahaha(evil laugh) sound so sadistic but i still, i mean i created GODG rite!

guess what.... today's thursday!! that means tml is a holiday!! yeah!!! but i also dont know whether HE will be there. usually they those kind won't go for these kind of outings. ah well, tml i'll be going for the k-box thing and after that join cecilia for the movie marathon. haha.

went to comic connection today with su wen and the journey there was SO FIGGIN HOT!! we were melting!!! haa but anyway, comic connection was filled with SUPER CHEAP STUFF!! haha spent 7 odd there... T_T haha. bought bao wang ai ren no.1 and it was quite hmmm. it was romantic but some parts were a bit too flowery.... and it was only the first book!! haha anyway we had a lot of trouble today looking for the"ideal" comic. if it was romantic it would turn orno in no time but if it was not romantic, it was action and very little story plot. but what the hey.

hao ran was very helpful.... = ) he helped translate the ekin chen song into chi cos i really didn't understand some of it. he also went to the soccar court to look for a specific ass and i was too figging tired cos i juz came back from comic connecton and from the 4th floor. THANK YOU!! haha very helpful but he was also very mean when i mis-read some chinese thing.... quite angry, embarrassed and pitied myself for the horrible chinese. hahaa

went to math tuition and saw Natasha. amelia, alicia, natasha and i started playing dai di and bluff. but veyr crap cos i kept flipping correct cards very shit. but Natasha really knows how to shuffle and bluff..... muz be weary in future!! haha hmmm. she's also doing english teacher and she says that it's really good when the wife dies.... [creepy] but at least i know that it's quite interesting.

will be goin to comic connection tml and get the bao wang ai ren no 2 cos i read no 1 ALREADY!! haha yeah!!! hopefully will see some familiar faces at TM tml. and hopefuly will have a good time tml!!! haha and PLEASE hopefully he'll be there.

it's late. it's late. it's very very late!

haha anyway today had trainin and it was VERY FUN!!! haha stilll really like my book of genicide and discord... but not the content of the book but the cover page!! haha very proud of it. haha okay okay.

today was a long day AGAIN. Chun jie bought the fox sweet but bought the wrong one. he bought the tropical fruits one and some of it tasted like SOAP!! but pok pok and si long was quite smitten by its taste! haha anyway suaned haoran bout how much better EDS is than CDC. but it's so very much true!

training was very much fun!! haha but still think that "he's" still not warming up to me yet so quite assed bout it. he was very creative and cunning at the training. he was supposed to be killing his fren cos i was puling e strings. haha did the simbad n Aries little duet. anyway he acted very apologetic but when his fren's back was turned, he acted so cunning and sly can he seized the oportunity and lashed at his fren. that was so coool and he look in his eyes.... OUCHHHH haha maybe halucinating bout the "eyes" moment but i really don't noe!!

okay okay i did say i was goin to try to be frens first but VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY HARD!! and he knew exactly what i meant bout the aries, simbad duet.

this friday is HARI RAIYA!! and it's a holiday and it's EDS outing!!! haha hopefullly simbad will be there. haha anyway let's hope suwen and i get a happy ending on fri ya??

tml's thurs!!! it's tuition day and natasha goi to be there!!! yeah!!! and it also means one more day to friday!! hahaa and it also means that i havent done my a maths yet!! wlell nows 12.48 so good luck to me!

weds gonna be MAJOR CLEANING UP DAY!! anyway who knew planning the duty roster would be so difficult?? i really hand it to those who find it terribly easy.

so today was a bloody long day. worse of all almost all the subs was today so i had to really TRY to finish ALL my hw on sun.... sigh [sooo sleepy] slept at 2 plus. woke up lookin like a panda.

during recess, suwen and most of us came up with a very "SMART" idea. it really was smart but the STUPID SLOW-POK macs delivery made HORRIGIBLE!! we got a call at 1.15 plus and it was macs. they told us that they would take 5 mins to get there. okay, so suwen,jas and i went to the admin block to wait for the stuff. 10 min later, no sign....15 min later , STILLL no sign. then suddenly we caught a glimsp of a motorcycle with a HUMONGOUS bag but alas, it was for Wen Qian. neva mind.... we wait for anorther 10 to 15 min and then the delivery came. we only like had veyr little time to finish our lunch. so we brought up the food and ONLY WENJIE CAME TO HELP US. no other guy was sensible enough to help us bring the food up even though they ordered as well. i was very pissed, with the unhelpful boys and the horrible service. today was the 1st day that i said "fig" so many times. and mind you "fig" is the name of a fruit or veggie. and it is not a swear word... not to me la.. haha

today, pok pok and chun jie were gaying round as usual. pok pok would make that kissing sound and chun jie would reply.... very weird cos they were doing it throughout eng period and ms lim didn't even say anything. but anywaywas quite funny.

Physics was BORING AS USUAL. but today we went to the lab to do the pendolum bob experiment. Gary Chua once again took up almost half the period explaining, not that i mind but i mean, we had all dealt with this thing since last yr. but anyway i'm sitting next to samuela and she very cute. our table was covered with rust... i think and it was quite sandy la.
so we were doing the experiment and we had to count 20 osscilations and everyone was like droning [1.....2.....3......4.....5....] and that haoran go and disturb me. i was already having trouble concentrating then he come and ca qiao ca qiao me [he's stting next to me] then he very crap lor!! hai wo had to re-count and re-count AND RE-COUNT the stupid timing.

i think that there's an outbreak at the PRCs hostel. today yu long didn't come to school. Haoran wasn't feeling well too and i don't think i saw li jing in school as well but i did see xiao ji. so if there are anymore of these absenties, the pricipal sould be noted with much concern.

Ben Ng is getting on EVERYONE'S NERVES!!!! he is just like very hao lian and like very zi da like that.... hope things settle soon.

so today was a good day... ^_^ haha in the morning when i came to school, as i was walking up the concourse steps weird-walter-yong was walkin down and he waved at me. =) and it was quite a cute little wave... hhee heee that was when i told myself... [today's a god day] haha then durin chem, when the teacher asked "why none?" then i and fhig said "bcos no monk" AT THE SAME TIME!!! haha not that it was SUCH a good thing but at least i'm up to his level of jokes.... = ) haha so then durin cca at first i didn't see HIM comin but at last i did. and i was kindda drafted into the same group but this session i was paying much attention and though i didn't spend much effort in hopign that we would be in the same group, we did get into the same group. haha and the best was when we were discussin i TOTALLY forgot bout HIS part and he said "what about me?... ... ... and you? okay okay, it did sound like and after thought but it was the way HE said it like very sad and left out. the kind when a child asks you bout them when they feel left out.... SSSOOOOO ADORRRABLE!!! haha so that's why to day was a good day... haha or maybe bcos i passed by many red cars in a row... haha but i don't know

anyway today was compo day and i only finished at like 1.30!!! i thought that we didn't have any time left cos suwen and jas planned to go to katong shoppin centre to comic connection but jas and i had to be back at 2 for cca so too bad, we took cab out and in.... haha but it was VERY FUN!!! haa haa

the commitee meeting was very fun. all of us were in the teacher's lounge and we were having lots of discussion bout many things. haha and i was the one busily writin down stuff.... sigh but at least haa., so that's bout it!!

cheerio

today went to parkway with suwen then it was like SUPER HOT!!!! but i was goin out!!! haha so not that bad also la... tho really missed goin out with mel and jac and jia ying....hahha sometime la ya???

anyway this guy came up to us and asked us to donate to some elderly and i would gladly donate if it was like in those tin cans but i mean like hello??? that guy was like demanding for 5 bucks!!!! i mean that might not be much but i had ONLY $10 with me and that was to "support" me for the whole time. then the guy was like [some elders can't have the luxury(flowery language added but it was to that meaning) of going out not like ppl like you] EXCUSE ME???!!!! ppl like me?? what kind of ppl are we???!!!! i was frigged off!!!! anyway ona alighter note i didn't donate... too bad who ask that stupid other fren to be so friggin rude??? [details @ suwen's blog]

so we went to make the name tags and we decided to go back to do the army green one!!! it was soooo nice but i se bu de use up chun mei's $$$ haha thanks again!!! haha suwen made 2 and so did i and i like my drunkard one!!!! but too bad they dont have the symbols ar else it would be much nicer.... anyway i was late for eds and it was soooo shittin embarrassing!!!! i was already so flustered cos i had to walk all the way in, RUN up 4 levels to get my bks, RUN down, RUN across and RUN up 4 levels again to the drama rm.... man was there lots of running. haha but juz imagine.... HE was there!!!!!! aRG!!!! and i was like so sweaty and flustered!!! but at least we talked!!!!!ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
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ya we talked!!! anyway it was fun la on the whole i mean i FINALLY made a name tag!! haha
cheerio for now cos [i'll be bac!]

IT WAS SOSOSOOSOSOSOOO BORING!!!!! i could not stand it!!! tuesdays just seems sooo long!!! now that all the periods are 1hour long , it will be even worse!!!!

today during PE, i was like soooo fricked up cos i was so scared that i was overweight!!! haha but in tthe end i think the two days of 6 rounds helped me eh?? haha like maybe 1 kg? hgahha
anyway even wen jie was afraid of being overweight.... [hmmmm i never thought that guys cared bout their weight??] haha [my eyes are opened now!] haha

and today i was saved by my jie mei!!!! haha thanks choon mei! haha even though others regard you as a guy, you'll always be suwen and my jie mei! haha and guess what? your chinese name sounds like [sister of spring][choon mei] haha so today i didn't know bout the fffffff[not e bad word but rather the questions ya?] exercise then i made up that i was late on that day [sounds so hmmm] haha anyway that toh lay hoon ask me why i never asked!!! wah lao! like that also wanna be suspicious... anyway choon mei came to my rescue!! haha THANKS!!! haha so i'm off the hook!

saved the few ppl at the back with mentos and ricola during physics and CME haa. you should have seen the look on wen jie's face when he saw the ricola!! haah anyway today was the "official" lit lesson and i don't really know what i'm gettin myself into but at least it beats c lit... haha can't imagine that and i noe i noe i should thank yong teck for that scary and turned off advise bout e lit but what does he know???? he takes c lit! haha won't scrutinise no more!!!

wah liao !!!! stupid hao ran!!! made fun of my weight!!!! i think it is a curase!!! every class i'm in, AT LEAST there will be someone who will suan me bout my weight!!! very shit you know but i know how to deal with ppl like that. i took it very jokingly and no one ended up in tears!!! i love myself! haha

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i'm back in school!!! the SChOOOLBlueSSSSS
haha anyway got to know somemore new frens!!! yeah!! but anyway today was CCA day AGAIN and so i was in drama rm and we were talking bad about all the teachers and ms wee was like SUPER shocked and she was like :" i'm not listening to this!!!" haha maybe she feels intimidated or threatened by us... hee hee maybe i'll start a riot again in the school and we chung cheng will GO DOWN IN HISTORY AGAIN!!!! haha maybe in ten yrs time we will be in the history text!!! haha ....
papa taught me this new communist song which he used to sing at those gatherings and just the other day, my chinese teacher wanted us the write an argumentative compo on the title of te song!!! it went something like "unity is strength" VERY COMMUNIST- LIKE" but if you think about it carefully, you might find that it makes quite a lot of sense and logic.

haha i was late for school today but i had a LETTER!!! and it was for a GOOD reason. anyway marcus kor kor went back to England this morning and is still in the plane!!! I MISSSSSSS HIIMMM!!!!!!. he won't be back for another 6 months until june when he has his summer break... anyway so far tuesday and friday have been marked as BAD days. as usual, the bagage was over-weight and all that jazz..... can't wait for him to come back!! haha just as he flew off i'm ALREADY missing him...

today we got our padlocks!!!! YEAH!!! even still my bag was still as heavy.... sigh but at least i can store somethings PRECIOUS inside it!!! hahaa anyway today suwen helped me with my combi "THANKS!!! Arigato Gozaimasu!!!" haha she was goin crazy with remembering all of our combis that she accidentally mixed up hers!!! haha and she was like saying that she would keep e Famous Amos cookies so that jerome would not steal anymore... haha he was such an ass!!! he went to mark kelly's table abd dic. haha then kelly was like so "aRG" about it haha but who wouldn't ya?? anyway have been spending my recess with Kah Hui and Xuan Ying theyall... one thing good is that they don't eat so it's ALL GUUD! haha

was very satisfied with myself cos i ran 5 "laps" of yarrow although kor wanted me to do 10 but i mean at the end of EVERYONE, i was so out of breath and had no choice but to rest for a while and that carried out for 4 times.... haha at the 5th one, i sprinted all the way and i didn't give up half way.... it was bcos of the rain!!! it started to drizzal so i ran all the way home. still i might've given up at the 6th one... haha but at least i ended up safely at home!!! although when i walk down te stairs now, my legs go all wobbly!! haha man! i'm so out of shape!!!! ARG!!! height and weight is this tuesday!!!! HELP!!!! haha

tml speech and drama is STARTING!!! yeah!! haha ~it feels like home to me!!! it feels like i'm home!!!, home to me~ haha MELISSA!!!!! i can't wait to see you!! haha since inuyasha has stopped, i've been feeling very sad and alone haha like i've got nothing to do anymore!!! WAH!!! haha like i don't belong anymore.... the STUPID HELSING has taken the STUPID place!!!!! ARG!!! anyway tml is CCA orientation day so i muz get ready!! haha hope that it'll be a good day and there will be more recruitment WE NEED PPL!!! haha lets just hope that that SICKENING SHANNON does not spoil the fun... today he blamed me for not writing the meaning of EDS and was saying F here F there i mean like DON'T TAKE IT OUT ON ME JACK-ASS!! what a friggin JErk! ARG!! no wonder i hate guys esp ppl like him.. i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him! so i hope i'll see suwen and EVERYONE ELSE 'cept for those 2pl.