i'm a walking emotional crap bag. everything was building up and it had to be you to pull off something like that. just one small issue can create the ripples. i honestly dont want to be pissed at you but then in my emotional state, i keep replaying what you did AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN.
i dont wanna cry. i dont wanna swear. i dont wanna.....
i HATTEEEEEEEEEE everything nowwwww
ever since bloody orientation night, i've become so vulgar that everyone knows. tamade. there's so much catching up and so much homework not done yet and i'm still here penting out my frustrations. arh fuck la. somehow, it has lost it's meaning to me. i wish i wasnt like this, i wish i dont have to rush homework. i wish i wish i wish. cheebai la. wed still have to meet that biatch. tamade shit sia. TAMADE TAMADE TAMADE!!!!!!!
i seriously have no bloody idea how BLIND guys can get. she obviously takes advantage of you and DOES NOT have a nice personality WHATSOEVER. and yet you raging hormonal lump of stupidity still lap up whatever she says. defend her somemore. side her and tell me off. buck you fitch.
my super rockafied valentines day.
though i slept at 3(an improvement from last year) and that my fingers smelt of balloon plastic and were super swollen, it was all worth it. in the end went for my lit test(after much indecisiveness) and wey jiang is a SUPER DUPER WONDERFUL guy cos he waited for me(almost 2 hours) to finish my lit test then accompanied me to the airport to meet COT.
reasons for my rockafied valentines day:
1) helium balloons rock when they're all tied to a chair. (and you sit on the chair and look up)
2) my dear wen got me a SUPER YELLOW sunflower(which is bald now) but i <3 the note!
3) the adventures of balloon boy and mortal girl
4) huge bunch of balloons in the wind
5) presents presents PRESENTS!!
6) giving out your own presents and seeing your friends face light up with joy
7) my angel's HUGE milk bottle
8) dove amicelli!!!!!
9) san slipping me his bnw bk during lit test cos i forgot to bring my own (:
10) my very first banana-flavoured condom (thanks to none other than ziq)
11) slacking outside council room and lepak-ing with council mates
12) ALVIN TAN XIAO PANG!!!
13) seeing A06 trying to study for lit at cafe but no one really cared in the end
14) council room at 7 in the evening
15) AIRPORT!!!
16) BREEKS! and their black-red U-shaped seats
17) mine and sean foo's mash potato(just let it sit on your tongue and close your eyes)
18) lester's towering cioccolato
19) T3!!!!!!!!
20) Circle of Trust
yes... my rockafied v-day in 20 numericals. it rocks it rocks it rocks!!!! i love everyone who made my day as it is. and i dont think anyone really pissed me off today!!! esp melody's online message!! haha yes i blow good balloons!!!! XD
can't wait for cot to go back to breeks! for the MASSIVE ATTACK!!!! ^_^ and yes, it's been confirmed, i make rockafied v-day presents.
