And I'm Gonna Say It To...?

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

as the night progresses, i'm getting more and more pissed. youtube or the incompetent uploaded is seriously screwed up because i want to watch the hana kimi but somehow it just stops in the middle of the segment. and it has been happening for a LOT of segments and that's whats pissing me off, preventing me from watching the show....oh ya, if you were laughing at this post then you BETTER WATCH OUT. no matter how close i am to you, if you tell me how stupid or childish i sound on this post, you're REALLY GONNA GET A F***ING. then apart from the screwed up download shit, random assholes are flooding my tpjc.net inbox and it's SUPER irritating when it's about useless shit on how we should appreciate some teacher(econs of ALL subjects) and no, i dont really care if you feel hurt by what i say. apart from the useless shit in my inbox, there are also those irritaing ppl who "reply to all" and they simply FLOOD UP my inbox with one word replies. irritating as hell. and i'm pissed off because i havent settled my teachers' day costume and wished i didnt have to go so that i could go back to cchms where i REALLY HAD FUN. oh ya.... to think of it, i hated the way you replied me. i'm not obsessed with you but you just blew me off and i have a hunch it was because of someone that you wanted to stay back and not cause you had classes. whatever, i aint gonna be so qian jiu to you next time. bite my dust if for all i care. oh ya. and from some msg thing that i got, fine go on, go watch the movie with him then your can hanky panky all your want in the bloody theater and have a family and train up your stupid kids and ensure they run with you blah blah blah, then you're can share your AWESOME music and share ipods WHATEVER. go on, rub it in cause they're both SOOO INTO YOU right?? go on, act as if you dont like the attention happening to you, act as if you are so hard to get. please la, if youre so sure that you dont like him then why the shitting hell are you asking me for comments on him and how you should've reacted???? you're REALLY STARTING TO BE AN IRRITANT TO ME. act so self-concious then somehow oppose to WHATEVER i have to say. okay la.... argue and argue then dont even want to accept other people's opinions and give some disappointed look...please la... ni ping she me pi ping wo. then go on and on about your stupid sec school and how your such a dutiful ______ girl.

there were more things i wanted to rant about but i cant remember le. better be happy that the post ends here.

scribbled down in typed letters10:05 PM

Friday, August 24, 2007

the below entry is a combination of me+sick me+gettin emo+too much anti-biotics flowing in my bloodstream+living off ribena 100% the whole day+getting stressed out = emo wyn just wheezing and counghin more.

okay...i'm gonna stay away from the emo side because i'm can't let myself go to those depths esp when i PLAN to study ECONOMICS!!!! my FANTABULOUSLLY FAVOURITE MOST FANTASTIC SUBJECT EVER!!!! whoooyooo whoooyooo~~` choochoo.... choochoo...woooo!!!! dang just got a reality check... hmmm please ignore that bit of insanity.... AHEM AHEM.....yea so i'm NOT gonna get emo over nothing cos i dont want to think of whatever can make me emo....wheeeeee

yea and i have to take note, GET AN ORANGE AND SCRIBBLE STUFF ON IT TO GIVE FAV...
AND.... the only thing making me high and crazy and emo-free are the past podcasts that i saved in my comp....only muttons man...i might be dealing with a shit load of shitty insensitive people that i REAAALY dont wanna talk to in msn (apart from my ben gorgor) but i'm still smiling!!!!! once again I LOVE YOU MUTTONS!!!!! *high-pitched scream!!!*

haha their SOOO irritaing!!! omg!! but i love muttons!!!! but their SOOOOO irritating and i'm smiling i donnnoe why......weeeeeeee ooooooooooooooi seriously need to get muttons to CHEER ME UP IN THE MORNING!!!! CHANGE OF HABIT FOR WYNTRICE.... I SEE.....

scribbled down in typed letters9:43 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2007

raaah.... i'm sick sick sick..... and not the dirty kinda sick...that's my norm but the medically ill, physically weak and becoming an emotionally wreck kinda sick. BOOHOO.

i honestly damn tired of studying. fine i may not have pia-ed that much but like i just dont want to study. no change that....i dont want to study econs. i dont mind all the lit, the math or the heap load of china studies readings but econs takes the cake la. it spoils my mood because it prevents me from studying the other subs that i like and have to conc more on if i wanna get promoted.... shit la... another hurdle that i hate but HAVE to pass.... raah... anyone can help make me like econs the very bit???? omg my basic english is screwed....just like my GP marks....SCREWED.... and everyone is catching up and scoring n improving and here i am lagging behind and not doing up to par and has a high chance of getting retained because i've got so little time to improve and study and read and correct. i'm almost becoming a hysterical psychotic bitch. just that i'm not pulling out my hair YET. and on top of it all.... i'm SICK.....

so sick and pissed off at my studies that i forget i dont feel at all at home when i'm in tpj. queer from how i was back during the 1st 3 months when i was all "I LOVE SCHOOL AND JC IS SOOOO FUN!!!!" fun my f***ing ass it's not. shit add on vulgar to whatever i described myself as. i miss cchms days. i miss wpjs esp when we're buying food in the canteen and we would always buy the same food from the same stall, the first person in line to help take all the utencils, sitting together, two to buy drinks after that and two to sit and guard the food. i still rmb our drinks order. 3greentea packet+lemon barley packet. either that or going to suntec subway. it's been so long that i even doubt whether i rmb our orders correctly. i miss me. i cant't find ..........

i cant be bothered to finish up my entry. i'm becoming emo again.

scribbled down in typed letters10:35 PM