yay yay yay!!! MONDAY is COMING!!! for those who do not know why that day is so special, lets just say that if something had not happened 16 years ago on that day, you wouldnt be reading this particular blog (:
today's happenings in school was very turmulous(however you spell that word)(i'm too lazy to even check the online dictionary) heee... yea so i was fummingly miffed off at someone cos THAT someone was theirself (aka robbed me of my INITIATED conversation with a fellow fren) then i got really crapped up when that someone didnt realise my source of unhappiness was itself. In the end i let it(my anger) go... in the middle of the day i was feeling very neutral til i walked out and got really HIGH... after BC, in the car , my cousin forgot something VERY VERY important and that got me REALLY REALLY depressed.
my 2nd bro is still acting very immaturely cos of the fact i shouted at him yday...he's still giving me the cold shoulder and ignoring me and all that *rolls eyes*. at present i doubt i'll apologise cos i 'm certain it WASNT my fault AT ALL... they mistook my actions and reactied in a way that i thought was very insulting towards me. and my actions are totally justified....
you're hand-writing is ugly.... but it doesnt bother me XD 91728
scribbled down in typed letters12:07 AM
once again, from the many unpredictable posts that i blog, i'm back
yday was FRIDAY... thats all you needa know.. haha but somehow the winds of change blew strong... when i saw him, no doubt i was happy but i didnt feel that special "umpt"(not meant to be dirty jasmine wong/koh suwen!!) ..... all this happened only after i started calling myself
MRS JOE COLE... moreover i think he's with that stupid parkway girl.... stupid parkway girl ... STUPID parkway girl...
i just typed and retyped 4 different sentences to start this section of the post but somehow they all make me sound like a deranged crazed person with no self-control over her emotions whatsoever.. i found myself complaining and grumbling bout so many things which would somehow just dissipate over time and their just somehow not worth bothering bout... yea sure just hit a few walls, kick a few stones and that'll be the end of frustrations.....
violent me (dont bother wondering why i italic-ised those 2 words... i have no idea myself)
got a blast from the past ... not happy bout it
scribbled down in typed letters1:23 PM
well since i've not been blogging i doubt anyone would read this so i can actually FINALLY say that i've got my own space... (:
many events have happened over a period of time and as i SAY "time shows the true character of a man"... observing everything, i reflect whether i've incidentally become another one ...
fickkle, annoying, unliked...
there is so much that i wanna type, so much i wanna complain, so much i wanna vomit out. but i know the horrible consequences that will follow once either it is exposed, spread or questioned. so i plead you, however is reading this; no matter how close you think you are to me, unless youre family, i shall never disclose the contents of my secrets, whatever they may be right now.
please dont come up to me and go "who? what happened??" cos all would be a show...and whatever i tell you would be a fake lie that will delude you into believing whatever you want to believe... cos that's what i am - a story-teller, YOUR story teller.
scribbled down in typed letters11:27 PM
