raaah.... i'm sick sick sick..... and not the dirty kinda sick...that's my norm but the medically ill, physically weak and becoming an emotionally wreck kinda sick. BOOHOO.
i honestly damn tired of studying. fine i may not have pia-ed that much but like i just dont want to study. no change that....i dont want to study econs. i dont mind all the lit, the math or the heap load of china studies readings but econs takes the cake la. it spoils my mood because it prevents me from studying the other subs that i like and have to conc more on if i wanna get promoted.... shit la... another hurdle that i hate but HAVE to pass.... raah... anyone can help make me like econs the very bit???? omg my basic english is screwed....just like my GP marks....SCREWED.... and everyone is catching up and scoring n improving and here i am lagging behind and not doing up to par and has a high chance of getting retained because i've got so little time to improve and study and read and correct. i'm almost becoming a hysterical psychotic bitch. just that i'm not pulling out my hair YET. and on top of it all.... i'm SICK.....
so sick and pissed off at my studies that i forget i dont feel at all at home when i'm in tpj. queer from how i was back during the 1st 3 months when i was all "I LOVE SCHOOL AND JC IS SOOOO FUN!!!!" fun my f***ing ass it's not. shit add on vulgar to whatever i described myself as. i miss cchms days. i miss wpjs esp when we're buying food in the canteen and we would always buy the same food from the same stall, the first person in line to help take all the utencils, sitting together, two to buy drinks after that and two to sit and guard the food. i still rmb our drinks order. 3greentea packet+lemon barley packet. either that or going to suntec subway. it's been so long that i even doubt whether i rmb our orders correctly. i miss me. i cant't find ..........
i cant be bothered to finish up my entry. i'm becoming emo again.
scribbled down in typed letters10:35 PM
Me identifying myself
Hello world =D
Name is Wyntrice
Am Seventeen and counting
Still using blogger and not lj
Studies in Tampines Junior College
Studied in Chung Cheng High (Main) ABSOLUTELY LOVES
my family
WPJS
"circle of trust" AND ESPECIALLY
My Computer and My TV
simple wants and wishes
He Jun Xiang For the lucky8 ball result to COME TRUE it's a bloody lie la
幸福 =)
Shiawase
