wyntrice is now going through a bridget jones moment. she doesnt know whether to laugh it off or start to envision her life as a spinster. that was a very sad statement i just realised. hmm. there's a lack of something. went to cchms to FINALLY get my O lvl cert. obviously went with wen. at parkway MOS, i saw that corner. i can still rmb, we just came from ECP and walking in the crowd i spotted something i was hoping to see... then it followed by a HUGE disappointment when i saw who was beside. yea. a thing of my past. but i told wen that i fear there's gonna be such incidents that would happen to me in future. i find that it's so sad that i'm so pessimisstic but from what i've gone through, it doesnt seem impossible to happen again. scrolling through the pictures, i just wonder how it really feels. to know that there's something going on and somehow you think that it kindda is on it's way and it's going to work out and it is because he's obviously into you. spanglish made me wonder how it would feel for one's head to evaporate just by being near that special someone. it's been a while.
i'm trying to tell myself that MR. eggyokes and flowers are telling me to stay afloat and not be in too deep(HA! we've all heard THAT one before!) if I was to give in - give it up- and then take a breath - make it deepcause it might be the last one you getbe the last one that could make us coldyou know that they could make us coldI'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold
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