:( = what i'm feeling now.i'm :( because you're not here.i'm :( because you didnt ask me to send you off.i'm :( because there's nothing really going on but i'm thinking too much.i'm :( because i'm listening to ai mei.i'm :( because i'm feeling left out and left behing.i'm :( because i'm always the last to find out.i'm :( because you didnt ask me.i'm :( because i still wouldn't have been able to make it even if you asked me.i'm :( because eveyone's seem to be going smoothly.i'm :( because there's nothing going on for me.i'm :( because my friends get to rave bout theirs.i'm :( because i only dream of raving when i cant.i'm :( because i dont feel like i belong.i'm :( because i try to handle everyone but it doesnt seem to be working. all of us are even more detached now.i'm :( because i dont feel part of the class.i'm :( because there's so many groups of frens to juggle but somehow i just dont feel as attached/welcomed anymore.i'm :( because those 5 days are over.i'm :( because i wont be meeting all of you on 15th june.i'm :( because i miss you guys.i'm :( because i know that i wont be able to see you... not even on 15th june.i'm :( because this whole post just reminded me why my life isnt as wonderful as it was.i'm :( because i've become very :( since i started real jc life.i'm :( because i'm :( i'm :( because there's no one to truly share this feeling THAT WAY. basically... i'm a :( person.
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