raaah!!!! training was a bitch. as it's becoming to be. but THANK GOODNESS for the rain. we were doing our TEN FRICKKING sets of bursting and it was only 5/10 and i was getting weaker and weaker by the strokes(physically and mentally). so shu jie was telling me how i should just focus and i was tearing already then as i turned the boat i suddenly remembered that i havent hugged my mother for a long time and i just started to cry more. in between sobs and tears, i cried out loud "WO YAO HUI JIA!!!". and wonderfully, a roar of thunder and a siren that signalled a lightning warning... and those blessed words "come back NOW!!" paddling back to the slipway, my strokes were never that good or powerful. then we all rushed to the shelter and later i realised how dumb i was crowding with the REST of the team PLUS SA N VJ, so i went to the "hut"/"shelves" to join nash. jiewei and xuekai later joined us. we were the 4 smart ppl..the other "hut" was also full of ppl la. looking at your side of the boats, i felt sad and lonely. came back and read his blog then her blog. FELT even lonelier. i really regret not meeting him sooner. pray for me to get better at a T1. :(DEAR!!! I MISSSS YOU!!!
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