heheh looks like i had a breakdown in the last entry. well.... i found out lots of things and broke down but sayang afi was there to hug and talk and was there for me... she's some super girl. when aisha saw me in school today, she kept on asking whether i was better and everything... man... you just gotta love those merepek minas! i SAYANG them! during break, went over to the phycos(or whats left of them) table and seriously, the only reason why i love them so much is because you'll never be sad/lonely without them. i got nostalgic too cos finally i experienced that old feeling of shouting as loud as you want and not be alone. there's only one word: "psycotic" NO 'H'!!glenn was as usual my loyal talking partner during chinese and we finally realised that football got us more aquainted. hee. after lesson, i somehow got him to go TM with me to get the courtshoes and by repayin his kindness, i randomly and rather inappropriately waved a pad in his face, and rather enthusiatically too. oh ya and we decided that in place of a baby, we shall have a cup of bubble tea in between us to represent our child. it all seems very weird doesnt it.council rehearsal was done TWICE and before that we all had to sai kang. seriously. sai kang meaning putting up the banner, flybar and esp measuring each row of chairs to be of equi-distance both in length and width. and a few of us were having our cramps like gourie, afi and i and we were all crabby and PMS-ing, well more on afi and my part. and oh crap, i donnoe what jimmy is gonna do tml. bet he's gonna pull some embarrassing crap again. sighs. and i've got a BOND FAMILY! (more on that with pictures) and james was nice enough to wait at the bustop with me for my mum to come pick me up cos we got released from school only at like ELEVEN pm! no kidding. and i talked to him and found out some stuff.oh and one more thing. i decided that i really don't wanna be sad over you anymore cos seriously, you're the extra C that i dont need in my life. you may smell nice but thinking it over, that's as far as it goes.you dont treat me nicely or similarly anymore. i'm not getting emo because all that emotional baggage that comes with you is just not worth it. i dont need that extra C no more.
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