And I'm Gonna Say It To...?

Saturday, April 21, 2007

empowerment is a short-lived feeling, it CANNOT sustain you throughout the day...that's what happened to me... i was smiling sadistically to myself when i plugged in to "what goes round..comes round" then at the viewing mall, emo songs were being played....and i realised that i'm not significant anymore/was never significant.

so .... i found a song that i can TOTALLY relate to... in my vulnerable self and not masked self-empoweredness.....

WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU...

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

and i'm now talking to wen so piss off....and talking to her is SOO much better than crapping with you....yi bai bei....

scribbled down in typed letters10:20 PM