i am fully aware of the time and that it is now 2am and my WHOLE msn contact list is red apart from the lao ppl who i know(fyi, they are old as in uni n jobby-ed old) anyway, just forced myself to revise moles and i'm competely bloonked out(if there's such a word) i feel so shittied cos i tried doin the amath TYS(papers) but couldnt do almost the 1st 2 pages which was DUH! demoralising... urg.... my back is definitely strained and whenever i think about my english paper1, i just wanna cry.... how could i have been so risky and do what i wouldnt normally do?? AHHHH this is a bad bad omen... shittititiiti i'm staring at the chem and physics TYS and somehow they start to wave me goodbye... i hope i'm not hallucinating....why do i always have this problem of finding out that i have less than a week to start AND finish revising all that i have for my exam.... why am i such a screwed up mess.....why in this world....
