today was a shit up day. got snapped at by a person i thought was open and nice....then this had to happen then it made me pissed. i started lookin at my marks and found them way below mediocre thus plunging my depression even further.....ay mos realised it then he was like "eh smile leh" then i gave a snarl.... love my teeth...

after getting pissed as the above, i started getting pissed with the ppl round me.
1st was **** who acts does not coincide with her "grumbles". then it was the guy behind merely for him being himself, then was english n somehow i got pissed at MYee cos of the WSn thing.... horrible wretchin... haha yea.... then was lunch duty.

i was not in a very good mood alrdy so i started to feel pissed at the ccls, then at the stupid small boi who gave me DL-ed face, then i got pissed at the cartoon of the just-tea guy on the vending machine cos he had this very ji xiao face, then i saw francis n i got pissed at him cos i find him very irritating n poses as a treat to students. he walks in such an authoratative manner but like hello....if u wanna be so "in-control" be a bloody police man or something...come and torment student's lives. but thanks to dear dear law efu who did this cute hand thing(not the universal sign mind u), it brightened up my remaining duty time.

met suwen n went to the library. was still pissed then got even more pissed when the
stupid librarian told us not to sit on the table...i mean like wth, we're not posing a treat to school property or anything la then she still jiang wo men..... then we sat at the cute little corner of the obviously unpopular chi section. a girl wanted to walk thru us then cleverly decided not to but i still got pissed at her then wen was like "pls la, she also didnt do anything.....haiyo..." haha then i tried not to be too pissed at anyone else.....SO FAR.

physics period came and we got back our marks..... SHIT marks that is... then that bloody assss-ole who i get pissed off bcos he is him, had to make such a big fuss n be SO FRICCKIN insensitive for the ppl round him that i became even more pissed. was replaying the yi lu xiang bei song in my head repeatedly and started to feel the now-very-rare dpression that i used to have last time.... kept on tearing when wj tried to comfort me bout the marks....

was waitin for my mum to pick me up then dear dear jasmine sms-ed me to keep me company(i hope!) haha yea.... then went to cut hair n i got pissed at the woman cos she was like saying all this "promises" n sprouting all the diff things bout my hair style n all the things she could change it to, in the end, she just made it shorted and longer at the back(the v-shape kind) sian..... mummy told me that if i still didn't like it then i could cut it at the jap area...anyway need at go!!!! jas n swen, hang in there!