had a bloody shitty day... wait let me go back to yday... okay sat and i went to skol with suwen and 'stead of studyin we had a little chat.... i think that it was better and more beneficial to me than anything...i finally found someone who felt the same way as i 'bout the JAC thing that happened to me in sec 1 n 2....anyway yea then i stayed up quite late n was just surfing friendster and found HIM. then i saw his stead and she's CHIO n HOT n SMART.... now i know why it was not possible...i mean like i dont think i can ever compare to her la.... then i saw her pics with her siblings n ALL of them are so chio!!! i was like why the hell are some ppl so lucky...what happened to me??? went to bed with a heavy heart....
okay like i said, today was a rather sucky shit day. decided to change my chinese tuition day to another cos like there's no point in "wastin" 2 hours on something that i'm not tested on for CT. yea then MSN-ed with wen n was very happy when sw asked me out for group study with jas/jt. so i thought "hmm well since chem wont be revised durin tuition might as well not go for it n then can study more with them" asked my mum and she was like snapped.....started tellin me that she doesn't BELIEVE me that i'm goin to study but that i'm goin to orchard.....i mean like WHAT THE FRICKKIN HELL..... orchard and BUGIS are 2 very diff places.... hello???!!!! why the hell would i wanna go watch movies when everyone else is working their asses off?? i mean like i alrdy feel the buzzz goin on and the competition vail every1's wearing now.... wth.... so i went to rant it off to wen... then dad came in...saying why i wanted to go out i was alrdy on the point of exasperation tryin to explain to him that i REALLY wanted to study with frens when he had to say i was goin out with a boyfren....that took the cake... HOW MANY BLOODY TIMES MUST I EXPLAIN IT TO YOU PPL B4 YOU GET IT INTO YOUR HEAD THAT I DO NOT HAVE A BOYFREN"?!!!!!i mean like arhhhhhh....... wont your listen??? it's 6 VERY VERY VERY SIMPLE words.... I DO NOT HAVE A BOYFREN!!!! shit life.... then mum came in and said that she does not believe that i was studyin then took out a newpaper article and she thought that i had plans to go cine to see that cockroach singer and top-less hunk who has an asshole of a character... i mean like wth!!! why would i burn up my WHOLE sunday afternnoon just to see them?? stupid crap shit..... then she was like well if you had no lied bout goin to ochard 'stead of tam this would not happen... i was like HEY! why not think of why i would be induced to resorting to do such things? its the BLOODY way you brought me up..... you know that you would never have consented me to goin but still, to save YOUR face, you still deny .....so what can i do??? it's just TOO BLOODY BAD that you dont believe me....and guess what?? SAME HERE MAN..... i wont believe you AT ALL..... neither would i trust u with secrets..... that time i actually showed you some hapenings in my world, i TRUSTED you to not freak out.... but look what happened?? you HAD to tell the aunties....your just so GREAT..... TRUST is a very important word....you keep on drillling that into my head well drill it into yours first. I'M NOT GONNA TRUST U NO MORE... many parents wanna know why their children feel that their frens are more important well here's the truth....FRIENDS UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER...PARENTS DONT!!! ppl and fraud family therapist keep on saying that teenagers are full of ansgt n therefore say that parents doin understand them...well IT;S THE BLOODY TRUTH..... they(FFTs) just wanna earn money so say things that agrees with parentss..... FULL OF SHIT!!! called suwen and ranted then i was like choking between tears and alll that jazz....but wen's words were as smooth as the tiramisu....man she ROCKS.....
talked to her on MSN n found out she's got problems of her own.... dear.... it's all gonna be okay yea!!! dont ask me how....it's a mystery!! haha yea....
Jasmine.....i UNDERSTAND FULLY how you feel....i'm caught up in that parnt shit as well....but at least they believe you.... mine has no trust in me... i was so ficked up.....at least you can throw things around.....after i do, i get another round of shelling.....if you feel like it i think the stairways will be free!!!!!
take care gals....muacks! haha got this frm the love dedications and wen n i was laughin our asses off..... here it goes.... *clears throat* [iiz lurbbe euuiies] haha ya precisely....try to understand that...
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Me identifying myself
Hello world =D
Name is Wyntrice
Am Seventeen and counting
Still using blogger and not lj
Studies in Tampines Junior College
Studied in Chung Cheng High (Main) ABSOLUTELY LOVES
my family
WPJS
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