okay now i'm back in my bro's rm bloggin andnow it's a totally different tone....
~in the library~ as i said, i saw HIS bag and i was quite happy. anyway i found out that he was slpin so i went to the chinese section, hoped that there wuld be a fushigi yuugi fantasy but still didn't come true. so i was lookin at this book which had quite a few chinese words written on the spine. i culd only make up the 1st 2 words. he came to return a book. so i went to ask him what it was only to realise that the 2nd word was "da" instead of "liu" that i thought. so i turned to the front cover and saw a guy and a girl about to be in an embrace. quite romantic if all had gone well and smooth like my memory but it didn't so thus i didn't feel anything. i went off to aha rm. didn't really care though kept lookin at him and stealing glances. asked eugene for help but wasn't much of a help cos he was always threatenin me that he wuld tell others bout my cruch. anyway, i wanted to ask HIM whether he culd teach/coach me phyics but he was let off early. UNFORTUNATELY. so anyway i when we were all dismissed, i was at the bench and decided to continue to ask him [my horoscope readin told me to make the 1st moves] anyway i juz smsed him like whther his physics was good and he smsed me back with juz a "no". a bloody single friggin "no"
i guess this is a sign for me to stop. cos he already seems like he doesn't eve wanna start a conversation with me so what for?? i mean like i think it is pointless to cntinue. why shuld i change my hairstyle juz for someone who wuld not appreciate it or even take notice. why shuld i go and specifically steal glances for a person who doesn't care??? why ?? what for??? why waste my time and effort for him to try and notice me??? he doesn't care.... looks like no one does... not anymore.......not star nor HIM nor ani-bball nor anyone anymore.... no more....
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Me identifying myself
Hello world =D
Name is Wyntrice
Am Seventeen and counting
Still using blogger and not lj
Studies in Tampines Junior College
Studied in Chung Cheng High (Main) ABSOLUTELY LOVES
my family
WPJS
"circle of trust" AND ESPECIALLY
My Computer and My TV
simple wants and wishes
He Jun Xiang For the lucky8 ball result to COME TRUE it's a bloody lie la
幸福 =)
Shiawase
