And I'm Gonna Say It To...?

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

today was the sec 1 enroment day....*yawn*

During math lesson...i was thinking of what chen cheng said..." you never say hello when we meet, you treat me like air" and i'm thinkin to myself "WHY THE HELL DO YOU CARE?!" "YOU ALREADY HAVE A STEAD!!" so i smsed him that it was bcos he treated me like air and i was just reciprocrating. i donnoe why i was just so emotional and started to cry AGAIN. can't stand myself...i hate it....i ALWAYS have to cry.....i mean why can't i be more strong-willed and not look so pathetic? like why can't i be violent when i'm upset?? why muz i always cry and look like i need support?? BTW IT WAS ANGRY TEARS NOT ~~CROCODILE TEARS!~~ but i just can't believe that i was led astray by that STUPID MSG!! can't believe myself.

S3C 1 EnRoMeNt
it was the usual la.... we changed into our guides full-u and went down to 7-11 to eat the packed-lunches....(i better stop eating those kind of food....it's VERY fattening and i should stop since i'm already that fat).......*sigh* we had to go and form a horse-shoe formation. and it was scorching hot! luckily we chose the place under the shaded tree...*yeah*...haha but still it was VERY hot and BORING! but luckily yvonne had some gum with her and we(alicia and i) shared the piece of chewing gum....kept us busy...haha but it was still very hot and i could feel the droplets of sweat forming on my nose and it was drippin down my front and back......*SO UNCOMFORTABLE!* AND today was the best record of ppl who felt faint! 3 1st was ivie:she couldn't see but it WAS VERY HOT! the second one was a guide from my petrol and the last one was the most dramatic one.....a sec 1 guide jus fell onto the ground and looked really weak and giddy.... she just PLOPPED onto the ground... but personally speaking....IT WAS NOTHING just that my legs were VERY painful.... if the sec 1s feel this is long.....let them experience POP! then they will know! haha......bloggin off now!!

scribbled down in typed letters8:20 PM