bila bahagia mulai menyentuhi was certain but now i'm not. i'm afraid, really i am. that things might just return to the past and the laughter doesnt belong to ours but yours. that's why i'm caught up in this internal paradox where i fight for what i think would make u happy and then regret it because it doesnt make me happy. i become uncertain and scared. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
then again it might just be divine intervention. of what purpose i have no idea. they supposedly choose who we're suppoesd to be with huh. i can somehow imagine how life was in the past without you...and i know i can live... but i just dont want to.
what i perceived was right. for the few times i wish i wasnt.
terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit
