just too many things happened today.
breakups, new infactuations, old feelings and a loss. ALL IN ONE DAY.
you came so close, it was as if nothing between us had happened and everything got rewound back to that sunday. i saw your genuinely concerned face. i wanted to reach out and hug you. to bury my face and cry in your arms. but no. it wasnt that sunday. or that monday. or that tuesday. or that wednesday and definitely not that thursday. i avert just in time before reality reminds me that it isnt April anymore. the two silhouettes arent yours and mine.
the sterile corridors. the whizz of the machinery. it's like brave new world without the conditioning. we are affected by loss. seeing you motionless on the bed. your father to one side pouring his heart out. it really was too much. we cry because we know we're gonna miss you and that this is just all too sudden. life's never fair but in your case, it was a crime. it was a crime for this to happen to your family and to you. you will always be in our prayers. i really cant think of anything to say that wont sound cliched.
to the rest trying to cope with the harsh realities, it's better now for him than suffering from all the pain. all we can do is to pray for his family and for his soul. god take him to shelter.
