DAY 3

it is so depressing! ARg!! i dont think i should be broodin over this mattter..... AI! whateva.

today i accompanied alicia to the sick bay then jia jia go put bandage on her wound haha. right after science ended, we "pon" then found out kh neva turn up for lesson. donnoe where he go jia zua! haha i feel so bad! should stop talkin like a gangster haha. so anyway we met hui ming there and soon her bf came to accompany her..... *SO SWEET!!* haha then the same foe alicia as well. I FELT SOO OUT OF PLACE. both of their's came and i was like the only single one there! ArG! it was so depressing. but what the hey la.

then geok smsed us and told us not to miss the show, a war was happening. i persuaded alicia to go cos by that time, everyone left so not fun. haha SO we're outside the classrm when we saw cheong inside scoldin jerome and pei zhi, at that time both of us were very diao so i also donnoe la. after school, jerome came to class with 2 gals and he used a dust pan and hit PZ's table then start swearin. so anyway the girl held him back and kept tellin him that it was the school..... blah blah blah..... thenAFTER A WHILE. after all the drama, when PZ went home, jerome came back and "stole" PZ 's table den donnoe where he put it. that was it.

i found that girl who tried to hold jerome back was quite pretty, though a bit "pai kia" but still very cool! her shen cai also very nice... heard that she got a gang too. wah.... i won't wanna be in trouble with her. but she still very chio. so that's bout it.

after school as i was on my way home, i met PZ well at least he was in one piece and not full of bruises.haha i wished i could end that feud. then don need to get anyone else involved... sigh...... guys a re SOO IMPULSIVE! like they can rule the world!

i officially hate tuesdays esp 14/9/04. marcus kor kor left with the company of papa to a 

england. i really miss him. just know at the airport, as i was hugging him, i was on 

the verge of crying but after he was out of sight, i broke down *sorry to anna for wettin her 

sleve and THANKS A LOT fo your shoulder* i felt so bad cos like all my relatives were laughing 

at me.. anyhow they gave me tissue! haha but i didn't regret crying cos if i don't then it would

be very difficult to control mysely cos the whole day i've been teary-eyed. i bet that this 

would not be the only incident that i would be crying. i will definitely cry maybe in school 

like the way i did when benjie kor kor when to paris recently as well. although it has been 

only round 1 hr since i saw him, i still imagine what he would doing now if he were at home. 

i'm in his room now.....the room is full of things just that the occupant is missing.  i remember 

how he would always nag at me when i cope the comp from him. 



PS: if you are reading this now kor, i want you to BE BRAVE

okay? aND i hope you like the presents esp what is in the book.



this is a song, CONCRETE ANGEL by Martina Mcbride

-it was introduced to me by geok joo. thanks alot, really very nice and i really need it now

too. so thanks again.



She walks to school with the lunch she packed,

Nobody knows what she's holdin back,

Wearin the same dress she wore yesterday,

She hides the bruises with a linen and lace ohhh,

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask,

It's hard to see the pain behind the mask,

Bearin' the burden of a secret storm,

Sometimes she wishes she was never born,



Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,

In a world that she can't rise above,

But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved,

Concrete angel,



Somebody cries in the middle of the night,

The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights,

A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate,

When mornin' comes it'll be too late,



Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,

In a world that she can't rise above,

But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved

Concrete angel



A statue stands in a shaded place,

An angel girl with an upturned face,

Her name is written on a polished rock,

A broken heart that the world forgot,



Through the wind and the rain she stands hard as a stone,

In a world that she can't rise above

But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved,

Concrete angel